♥ Monday, January 22, 2007
I am working in the office now.. thinking of how much i expect from HB.. suddenly i hate myself so much.. i feel like dying.. why? what's wrong with me??
i feel very breatheless now.. i can't control myself..
am i being possessive? i can't stand my possessive self!!!! i HATE IT!! I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!