Well.. weekend is average..

something is very wrong with me.. though HB is with me through out the weekend (except working on sat morning) i dun feel the same.. its like physically with me but heart not with me.. he assured me last nite.. but i guess i am just getting paranoid.. becos i got a feeling that he very scared to let ppl know he is married leh.. ( in irc esp) yes i know that its just for fun.. everyone uses fake identity.. but i still dun feel good.. But deep down i know he loves me.. but i just can't help it!!!!!!

baby is doing good.. went for check up on sat.. she dun like being scanned.. hehe.. keep kicking.. hope that she is not a spolit brat like ppl say.. if not really like me during the earlier stage .. den jialat.. she is 1.6 kg..