Have been feeling weird.. so scared that History will come back.. can't sleep well.. keep crying in sleep.. aiyo!!! i dun wan BB to come out as "hamburger" leh..

I wonder is it HB got no patience with me liaoz.. cos he used up his patience @ work? he use to be soo patient with me..

nowadays.. little bit only say i no patience.. little bit only say that he find that he cant communicate with me.. its me or just him?? or i expect him to understand what i am trying to say with just a few words w/o completing the sentence??

am i the one being demanding?? very tiring.. not easy to be a loving couple, husband and wife..

our communication lessen so much due to his work as he has been coming back late.. now everyday esp during weekdays, we have less den 2 hrs together .. and that includes eating, bathing and so on.. :__(

i miss my hubby..