Help!! My heart is crying.. and very painful now..

I brought client for viewing last nite.. 1st apartment at 7pm.. den after viewing abt 3-4 apartments, we went for dinner..

only after dinner den i called HB.. and den he was like Why are u so late? i said i go eat dinner la.. after that his tone change til like very tulanz like that..

I told him.. i going to my mum's house to take food and den head home liaoz..

When i reach home abt 11pm+ his face is damn black lor.. i really can't understand.. U mean I am doing these all for myself ?? its for the house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can somebody wake up his bloody mind.. ?? BUT he did say sorry this morning..

But seriously.. i dun find that saying sorry is immediate healing lor.. I feel like getting away.. getting away from everything for a short while..

am very tired. i wanna ask what do i wan in life.. can i just take tiffany away and just live life with her that's all ?