♥ Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Updates and whining..
i am feeling so emo now.. i dunno why :( i dun feel good..
This is the children's place clothes that i bought.. when i got home.. i let her try.. see can fit and nice a not... who knows she so happy.. den after the maid wash it.. when she saw the blouse hanging.. she said "mei mei"
last nite i ask HB to change tiff into pyjamas .. den she keep moving.. den he shouted at her la.. not really shouted but scold her.. bwhy keep moving.. den i came out from the toliet.. i ask him.. why other daddies can be so patient and good to look after the kid by yourself but not u leh.. Sigh.. I also heard my gf .. she going on a company trip.. no more maid.. and i ask her.. ur hubby can manage ar ? she said why not? but i know my hb can't.. WHY!!! Sigh..
I feel that i am a bad mum.. can't give tiff 100% of my time.. every nite sure will beat or scold her for being notti and den the maid issue.. Sigh.. The new maid coming this weekend.. and I really feel so bad for the maid.. my ger is so attached to her now.. last nite i gave her her pay.. den she ask me to help her send money back.. i feel so bad.. i said "weekend come den we go and send" -knowing that weekend come she is not here liaoz.. *guilty*
somemore every day must scold or piak tiff.. either she will start climbing everywhere like monkey while we having dinner.. if we sit her in together while having dinner.. she will not keep still on her chair..
or either she will start climbing out of her playpen while "bed-time" .. cos my bed is on 1 side stil not so bad.. i so scared she will attemtp to crawl out from the other side den her head will hit the floor first leh.. so everynite got to scold her for doing that lor.. Sigh..
esp when having meals.. she will kanna jialat from me lor.. becos she will keep spitting out her food..
